I will never be her. With her poise and command. With the fear washed out of her eyes. I will never be of her structure and frame. With grace and fluidity in each step. I will never have her beauty. Eyes will never second look at me. I will never be someone’s everything like she is.… Continue reading Please, compare.
I’ve been thinking a lot about choices lately. How people make them, how I make them, why I make them. I’ve been creating charts in my brain of how one choice led to another and to another. How something I decided to do 8-9 years ago led me to today. How making one jump off… Continue reading Just throw the rock.
I bought a new journal about a month ago or so. I didn’t need a new journal, I am nowhere close to finish my current journal. And it has lines.😳 It’s this beautiful tiny journal with a silly story on the front and the back. But as I held it, I knew that lines or… Continue reading Found: trinkets & unicorns
I currently am living too brain dead and exhausted to do much of anything these days. My compassion and patience and words for the day are pretty much done by 3 pm each week day. I just want to hide in a hole in my room and not come out. I don’t want to be around… Continue reading Even (fake) introverts need people.
All I’ve wanted to tell people over the past month is to grow the eff up, put on your big girl panties and show up for your life. It’s a fire that was lit in me by one of the fathers in my life. Commit or be killed. Man up or shut up. Be a… Continue reading Why I don’t show up
I want to post so many disclaimers on this blog. I want you to know that I am not tooting my own horn or think in any way shape or form I have it all together. I do want you to know that I am writing the following blog because I’ve realized in the midst of… Continue reading even living wholeheartedly takes margaritas.
I wrote this blog a year ago as a submission for an online community. Before I could get all the kinks worked out, the website stopped pubkishing. A couple nights ago, I couldn’t sleep so I was perusing through my email and found this tucked into the sent folder. It’s still true today. Apparently I’m… Continue reading What’s your brave?